Believing!

I believe that the Lord will heal grandma and restore her...I believe the Lord has allowed her to live for a reason...I believe that He allowed her to put Tom and I in charge of her care~ I believe without a doubt that He will give me the physical and emotional strength to do what is right for her ...I spent the morning and afternoon at her nursing facility making arrangements for her care...she has been classified as failure to thrive. This is so very serious....all due to poor medical care from a doctor who didn't care...But! I now have a wonderful doctor for her that will do whatever it takes to make her comfortable and happy~ Grandma is still choosing to remain silent because she is upset from the transfer yesterday...I couldn't be with her as we were away and on our way home....I spent time with her today cleaning her room ...organizing her photos and keeping her company...I have her praise music playing continuous as it seems to help her..and when she was speaking she asked to have it on~ She must be on the feeding pump 24/7 to get her caught up nutritionally....don't know how long this may take...no one knows for sure...I will go and see her at some point tomorrow as I must babysit half the day tomorrow...the munchkins will be here....I want them to visit her but I think it might be best when she is more stable and awake...This is so hard...as I didn't envision this for grandma..she always wanting to talk and to know that she won't or can't communicate right now is too much~ I know that I must remain positive and trust the Lord...I suppose I am just tired from the whirlwind of the past several weeks~

PSALM 40

I WAITED PATIENTLY FOR THE LORD TO HELP ME
AND HE TURNED T ME AND HEARD MY CRY
HE LIFTED ME OUT OF THE PIT OF DESPAIR.

OUT OF THE MUD AND THE MIRE
HE SET MY FEET ON SOLID GROUND
AND STEADIED AS I WALKED ALONG.

HE HAS GIVEN ME A NEW SONG TO SING
A HYMN OF PRAISE TO MY GOD.

MANY WILL SEE WHAT THE LORD HAS DONE
AND BE AMAZED.
THEY WILL PUT THEIR TRUST IN THE LORD.