Shortest Lived Career~

I am unbelievably sick tonight because I spent the day in training out in the field~ Out in the sun...a big no no for someone with Lupus. I am now in full flair~ I feel like a failure...I know that this is beyond my control...I am going to need to find something that can be done out of the house. I am off to bed at least for the next day to recuperate. I know the Lord knows my heart and He will provide~